I caught a glimpse of our 2 year old this morning and connected it to the commercial where the dad is saying goodbye to his young daughter and all of a sudden she morphs into a teenager leaving for college. Time is precious, but fleeting in this way. Maybe my maddening sentiment is fresh in that we're still riding the wave of milestone goodbyes this fall...
Eliza Kate half way obliged to a quick picture before loading up this morning. She was armed with lovey her BFF nestled securely under her arm. It's a security crutch of sorts.
But, this is how she really felt deep down about preschool. EK kept repeating with a shake, shake of her head "No school". A stark personality contrast from big brother, Eliza Kate is apprehensive & slow to warm up about new environments. I wrestled with preparing her for the time away from me OR just dropping her off with no announcement of things to come. She's just two.
Her beloved pink lovey had to stay home for the morning & a borrowed teddy bear stepped in its place to escort our lil lady to class for a special teddy bear tea party.
Our girl has lots of changes in her little world right now with a transitional home {although I swear she doesn't notice }, a new promotional 2 yr. old room at church on Sunday mornings, and starting Puggles on Wednesday nights. Change is good though in their little world from time to time. I know it helped Miller build his confidence to step into unfamiliar environments without a special friend.
We packed up her special All About Me homework peeking out of her bag. I think it's probably comforting to see familiar faces during the day posted in the room.
We hunted for Nemo on the way into the building. And, she cried when I dropped her off. I didn't let it ruin my morning. She always adjusts. No first day photos with her teachers...she was a sobbing mess. I made a quick exit. Once she builds up her trust, hopefully I'll get a smiling memory to keep.
I blinked and it was time for pick up. That's how preschool mornings are. I will say that for the first time in my mommying career, I am solo at home and it's glorious. I've never had a season like this and I must admit that I feel a twinge of guilt. All my chores get done in a flash and totally independently without urgent toddler needs to meet. I stroll the grocery aisles and take time to read the labels just because I can. I'm soaking it in for now as I'll be teaching this winter.
Our school girl proudly showed off her teddy bear first day artwork. Ms. K commented that she was thrilled that EK already knew her shapes & colors. Our happy girl shouted "mommy"! when I popped in her doorway. She always says to me," Look mommy, I made it"..when we locate her work. She has an interest in arts in crafts...wa hoo!
We ran into our friends Miss Whitney & Hadley with big brother Brooks in tow after school . We couldn't resist the coordinating outfits. Hadley gave us the cutest little walk to capture the moment. And, EK was thrilled to chase her around. Their age gap is narrowing now that Eliza Kate is getting older.
And, finally a parting family blessing that has been passed down from Grandma Eliza Aldridge to my mom and now I'm reciting it in prayer to the kiddos before they leave for school mornings. I love this legacy and hope to keep passing it down throughout our family.
“‘“The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace.”’
– Numbers 6:24-26


